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Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Tallahassee
Gender: Female
Interests: I LOVE MY aKDPhi SISTERS! now for those interests: Being easily amused by everything in life, being happy, making others happy, making others laugh, talking about my family, talking about my brothers, making people smile, dancing a lot, dancing in the moonlight, being a bootyshark, going to NYC, still fascinated with binders; keeping the faith...
Occupation: Medical
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Stephsame
Member Since:
10/23/2003
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| When am I going to remember that I cannot please everyone? ...at least when it comes to the important people in my life?
I just want to be happy and serve...I feel like I'll forever disappoint these people b/c they know I have 'all this potential' I just don't know how to use it wisely.
I won't be home for Thanksgiving, I won't be home for my birthday or the debutantes' ball in Jax, and I won't be home for Christmas.
I am still praying and hoping that all goes well with my museum job...I no longer want to be in the medical field b/c it isn't me. Yes, I do care about people and I love helping people...but I want to help people's minds and their senses...I won't be able to save lives the way they want me to...
I am an adult now finally doing what I want to do for me...why can't the important people in my life see this? I love my job...I don't know yet if I will be able to keep it with the meltdown but I know that I love my company and if I have to go back to school, it will be about management in the arts/museums. I really like what I do and the environment that I am in - NYC is more than enough for me...why can't it be enough for them?
I need some fixin'.
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| it's been 1818 days since i've joined xanga. those are some pretty good numbers.
anyhow. i thought i would just type a few things to see if this thing still worked...
i checked out one of my private posts and it was good 'mini-therapy' to see what i was thinking about earlier this year...i'm humbled once again. we're now halfway through october and if i can just get through november 2008...and i know i will...then i won't have to think too much about how much my life has changed in the past 365 days.
being an adult nowadays is hard and i think it will always be hard, but, hey, i do enjoy it. i am going to my roof more often to check out the sunsets over the skyline and it is f'n AMAZING.
nyc is my new and 'for awhile' home now. i am no longer homesick...i only miss seeing and chatting w/ my family, BUT my opportunity is HERE. so, i am staying here.
i love my job. i get paid in peanuts. but yes, i really love my job...the tricky part now is trying to only focus on work and not let petty distractions get in my way of enjoying the rest of my 20s.
i am glad that i am still thankful for the friends i have in this life and for the everyday blessings that are given to me. if i can just remember to be thankful, i know that i can still be happy on my own.
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| Dear Lord,
Help me find my way this Lenten season... 
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| .: The Lord Giveth :: The Lord Taketh Away :. | | |
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i miss sheepy and pandora.. must hang out with them asap!!
*sorry steph.. i had to do this!  | | |
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